Yeah! He finally arrived!:

His head comes off so you can switch the hair styles. And his sword comes off, and he has a nice stand. The texture of the rocks feels pretty realistic. I love it so much! He cost like $100, but I'm glad I got it! He's bigger then I thought he'd be. Just gotta settle on a spot for him. Right now, he's on my desk.

I'm a fan of the show, but its one of those things that I never watch. I do that a lot with a lot of shows. I'm just seen episodes here and there. Lately, been in the habit of watching some TV downstairs with the family. Been catching it sometimes. This weeks episode was awesome. But it ended on a cliff hanger! And there were no previews for next week. I wanna know what happens! Which is the power of cliff hangers. I use em a lot in my own writing. I'll just have to make sure I watch next week. I wouldn't mind getting this series on DVD...

Right now I want to get the rest of Tales of the Abyss. Gonna try to order part 2 this week. Still waiting for my Luke figure. Hopefully soon. It takes so long since its from Japan. COME, LUKE, COME!

Plugs: Stephanie

Updated the to do list and wish list.

My tummy feels...off. Grrr... I'll take some medicine after this. Regardless soon as my peanut butter pie is done it is entering my belly!

*yawn* Today I was off. As usual went out with my mom. I bought Rainbow Dash from My Little Pony (I have the big version but didn't have the small) and mostly just stocked up on things I needed. Though I bought some pie mixes. The Jello ones are sooo awesome. Thus the peanut butter pie. Oh, and after shopping we had lunch.

I'm  tired. I shouldn't be though...I slept nice last night. I always love how when I can stay up later I fall right asleep and when I can't I don't want to.

This week I actually have all morning hours. I'm guessing cause this one person is off for like a while. Whatever, I'll take em. I perfer these hours.

Plugs: Julia

Tales of the Abyss Part One (Limited Edition) arrived today! Just finished it off. Its soooo awesome! I need to get more! And the soundtrack. Now, I'm just waiting for my Luke figure to come...

I am sooo tired! I could easily fall asleep! But...I can stay up later tonight so I rather not sleep yet...but maybe for a little? Meh...

You know watching Tales of the Abyss tonight makes me want to return to watching more anime and stuff. Got loads of dvd's I've yet to watch/re-watch.

I ended up getting little sleep last night. I think I might of dozed around 2:00 or 3:00 AM. I probably could easily nap, but I won't...probably would have trouble again. Gonna try not to anyway...

Enjoying a nice frosty from Wendy's. Mmm! Then, I'll change and clean.

Kinda restless. I love how when I can stay up late I want to sleep. But when I gotta get up early (ugh, in a little more then three hours. Oh yeah, I'm screwed.) I want to stay up. Well, looks like I'll be needing a nap after work. I get to work 6:00 AM - 2:00 PM. Meh...

Gah my eyes are bugging me. My one eye is real red. It'll hopefully go away. Its just mad at me rubbings at it most likely. They're kinda foggy. Likely the weather getting to em or my drops (they make em foggy sometimes) or a combination.

I gotta get back to trying to sleep. Man, I hope its not real busy tomorrow/today.

I feel the urge to work on one of my Chrono Trigger fan fics...a drawing of Frog on DeviantART inspired me. You can see it here.

Not likely to happen tonight since I gotta go to bed soon and I want to do some reading. But maybe eventually...

Actually, I wanna try to make myself write and stuff more. I'm going to do my other hobbies less or just cut em out completely. I don't have the time to do all these things.

Writing I don't do much these days. I do like to. And I love to role play. I get so obsessed with the stories. I always like to think about them and re-read them (doing so while writing this). I get so sad when I can't role play. I remember reading on Terry Brooks blog he gets funky when he can't write. I dunno maybe that kinda means I am a "writer." It feels silly to say that...but meh. I dunno. My mom was recently saying I should write more and submit my stuff places. She says I'm good and she usually wants to keep reading the stuff I write. I dunno...I don't know if I have what it takes...on various levels. But...I think I want to make some form of attempt. Better then not attempting at all I guess. Its just...hard.

A bit ago was reading "How to Meditate" by Lawrence LeShan. It goes into a lot of detail about various things on meditation. It can be very dull. It does give a good amount of detail on the various types of meditation along with warnings about some of them.

There's one where you count your breath, but there's another way to do that where you count your pulse. But, its dangerous cause you might change your heart beat and stuff. I would never try that. Just the regular counting breath one. Actually, there was a version of that one in "Coping With Anxiety" by Edmund Bourne and Lorna Garano. The Mantra one is in there too. I have a feeling I'll likely just end up using just those for relxation. I dunno. Sometimes this stuff makes me nervous. Partly cause I have issues with worrying. But if I don't feel right doing something I won't.

Oh, I smell dinner! Yay! We're having beef scoranaf (I know I spelt that one. Its a dish with noodles, beef, and gravy. Its so good!). One of my favorites.

Updated the to do list.

Meh, my eyes seem funky. Maybe they're tired...I did play a lot of Tales of the Abyss tonight...well it seemed like it anyway.

I don't want to sleep yet in case someone comes on to role play on Caludin.com, but maybe I'll lay and set the alarm in case.

By the way, if anyone is interested in role playing or even just discussions on a forum, please join! I could use the members, plus the contest is still going on!

I posted some artworks on DeviantART.com. But here's some of what I posted (I am so not posting all the doodles I posted though):